out of ideas

I very seldom write in here since facebook makes its debut but that doesn't mean i totaly neglects this blog of mine. Firas is already asleep and hubby is away at the badminton court, trying his best to shrink his belly. I'm kindda sleepy but well, surfing the internet for a short while won't do any harm to my body, will it?

Comel the old cat is sleeping next to my keyboard and I'm sure he's glad that mommy is spending some time with him today. Gosh, why is it so difficult to express my thoughts lately? Everything is cluttered inside my mind, and I MEAN EVERYthing but I just don't know where to start.

Actually, I'm on my journey to seek for the IUI treatment, and basically, the treatment is going to start tomorrow.har!har! I'll have to go for shots (4 times every alternate days) and the insemination process is going to start somewhere on the 29th this month. I hope i can bare the needles and NO!I'm not going to do it on my own. I'll get a doctor (from the clinic nearby to do this for me).

I'm praying hard everything's gonna be okey and I'm still wondering, "what the hell are you doing girl?" I've spent much time thinking about this and decided that maybe, maybe this mite help me in getting pregnant for the second time..

So,i guess the next update will be in december 08...Hopefully, by that time, there'll be more interesting things to share.

And yes, I knoew, takde kena mengena gambar si aristotle with this article. But gee.. what the heck.

My Vote Goes For This Video Clip

I just love the sound of the piano in this song, and not to mention the show.

My very own grilled chicken

Dear Blog,

Today i decided to cook something different. Something more western. The menu goes like this:
i) Whole chicken -grilled with spices, onions and vegetables
ii) coleslaw
iii) baked beans - Thanks to Heiz for making my life a lot easier.
iv) toasted bread with butter.

With that, we had to go to Jaya Jucso to purchase the necessary ingredients and i started cooking at around 8pm and completed at around 9 pm. What made me so touched was when my son phraised me for the dishes. " Mama cook best sangat, nanti mama can cook like this next time ok?"....aww!Thank you anak mama.

Sleepy and yet not so sleepy

I'm writing from my bed, next to hubby who is about to enter his dreamland. I'm kindda sleepy but let me just take a moment to write a few words in this blog of mine.

Today, I make a pledge inside this blog on the 4 things that i need to do to fullfill my life goal (BTW, none of them tied up with work! And yes, I'll put aside the datelines first). So, here goes:
1) To write a about my late brother inside this very own blog of mine- the fun we had together till the day he left us for good.
2)To enter sprint category Triathlon for at least once in mylife time.
3) To learn how to play piano (and of course, minus the "professional" word)
4) To paint a drawing and hang it in my house (aha, my very own masterpiece , picasso in the making).
5) To be a voulenteer (forget the spelling) in WWF by saving the endangered species (men excluding!!)

Actually, I wanted to add another final one to the list , to be a voulenteer for MAKNA but the thought of my late brother came into my mind and as off until now, it's too painful to even picture the scenario.

Anyway, I'm crazy about Grey's Anatomy. What was the guy's name , Dr. Patrick (Damsey?? huh?) and not to mention the song by The Frey : How to save a life. So, here goes my favourite song...Hmm...Unfortunately, I'm having problem now to copy the file from youtube to blogspot. Camne nak buat nie?

down with fever

Dear my Blog,

Let me see, it's been ..1/2 year since i last wrote my entree? don't blame me, since facebook is making its debut, i hardly have time to write anything here. so, there goes, blame facebook and not me (see, how melayu is melayu, very much melayu aku nie). Ive just been promoted to take over the HRQ Manager post but I made a new discovery, this post is haunted, seriously. The moment i took this post on the 3rd of January 2008, I experienced many things, and the worst ever, its not doing good to my immune system. I was down with fever (the worst ever until i was admitted for 4 days in the hospital) last month, and this month, I'm back with fever again, a different set in which I was given another day of MC by the doctor. Do i like it? well, i do like to be on leave but being on leavy due to sickness...naah!

so, what else is interesting lately? hmm...nothing much, life is a bit plateu for me and work, i don't wanna talk about it, not something that brings passion rite now. Let's face it, being an assistant manager, you get a salary of RM 3700++, and being upgraded to a higher version, the so called manager, you are paid say, RM4000++, another extra of RM400-RM500..the work..extra extra..the responsibilities, extra, and seriously guys, one lesson to learn, DO NOT ACCEPT PROMOTION IN THE SAME OFFICE, coz it'll eat the fun person out of you...you become complesent, people depend moer on you, you already know the system, so, there's not much new things to learn except for the fact you're involved in more thinking skills and also meetings. And the bonus, you get to be the Management Rep (MR) for 3 systems...horrayyyyy!!! so, there goes, happiness, HEllooooo..disaster...